never cry in front of u

i don't know,,,what do u think now...
when u asked me yesterday,,
do u know??
until now,, i'm still sad....

u changed ur life maybe,,so very confused to me,, how the future??
i didn't know..
ar u know about my feel,,?
about my life?
about my mind?
and about my eyes???

unny,,,
honestly.. i want to lie to u,,
about my life...
about my mind...
and about my eyes,,,,
because u,i think if i'm infirm in front of u,,
i'm still like as child...
i'll be change my life,,,, my mind n my eyes..
but u seldom angry to me...
u sometimes like me such as child n etc,,
but do u know if in my mind, i never want to make u worry,
because that,i have think to lie to u,,,
but to lie is very difficult to me..
so for the all, i only cry,cry n cry...


i never want to lie,,so if i have a problem with u..
for now,, i just give u smile in front of u... i'll assume all just colour to our life..
n maybe start for now,,, i never cry in front of u,,, u just only know if i always smile...